Distracted

I have been so incredibly horny lately, and lack actual partners to be with (Number 1 and I had a disagreement about how sex is going to work and I'm not sure where we stand). I'm so fixated on mouths, lips, I want intense, open-mouthed kisses, I want to moan into my partner's kiss. I want licking, biting. Possessive, alpha bites to the neck. I want someone to worship my body with their mouth. I want to sit on a man's face until I cum multiple times. But at the same time I want a fist in my hair, pulling my head back while I'm fucked from behind. I want never-ending stimulation.

I want.

A Born Mistress

Well. It has been a very, very long time since I've written in this blog. As a quick update, Foot Fetish broke up with me in August, I found out in September he'd been unfaithful to me, and I'm back to old habits and happier that way. Number 1 is still number one and I'm finding it difficult to build my stable again. I like young and pretty, but when it comes to arranging a meetup, they get scared. Bah humbug. But I've found a niche that I'm remarkably good at: The Unhappily Attached Man. I'm currently having a cyber affair with a friend who is in a sexless, unhappy marriage. I never really was into cyber that much, but the other night, after a session, I ran to my shower with my glass dildo in hand and came so quickly and so hard that my legs were shaking all night. So that was nice. There's also Former Coworker who is engaged, and has been for years, looking for... something (sex, definitely). I haven't gotten into his head yet to find out what's missing in his relationship, but I will. I seem to have a knack for these guys. I honestly should start charging, because I just guess I understand what men need. Which is ironic because I've been cheated on in every serious relationship (with Number 1 I understood why, with FF, he can go fuck himself because I realized it's a pattern with him). Ah, well. Maybe there will be more tales of sexual adventures soon.