Until
recently, I identified as a switch with mild Domme tendencies. Over the last
few months, I've realized I need to reclaim myself and embrace my Domme side.
About a month ago, I met Dog. Dog, who approached me as a paypig, who was
willing to learn and grow with me.
In this
past month or so, my precious Dog has helped me discover things about myself,
and explore those things. I really like dominating a man. I love humiliating
him, degrading him, knowing it turns him on when I rub my feet on his face or
roleplay a super humiliating scene. I love that I can meet his needs, but also
meet my own needs. I never thought humiliating and degrading someone would be
as much of a turn on as it is, but it is.
It's a
thrill when I give an order and it's carried out. When I say "I want
money, come over with your wallet" or "I'm hungry and placed an
order. Go pay for it and deliver it to my house." Opening my email to find
a giftcard waiting for my pleasure.
It had
been about 6 years since I was last in a D/S relationship, and I was the sub
then. But I'm understanding my Dom's side now. I'm understanding that part of
me, and it's liberating, especially being in a time in my life where I find it
harder and harder to switch and submit to anyone.
Thank
you, Dog. You make me want to find new and more clever ways to humiliate you,
take care of you, and meet your needs. Your Goddess is very lucky to have such
a good boy like you to worship her.
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